Holly, my mom and dad have been gone for over 36 years now...and I still miss my mom and cry during the holidays. I remember her baking cookies and pies, cooking Christmas dinner. It was her favorite time of year.
I think back now and smile more than cry...she taught me so much...she was a world-smart woman with an 8th grade education.
My dad and I didn't get along well, but I understand him now and love him, and also feel blessed at all he taught me.
I wish they could have seen my kids, but they have from up in heaven...