Eva
I can imagine how waiting even a day can seem like an eternity. I'm so sorry you're having to go through this.
Hopefully, as soon as the surgery is done you can begin to heal both physically and emotionally. I know this has to be hard for you to accept.
Please keep coming here and keeping us updated on your progress. We can all take comfort in the gigantic strides the medical community has made in this horrible disease. You're in my prayers.