that's what i'm talking about
tell you something
sure takes the mind over completely
having not fused yet
enormous pain all over
headaches
knee and joint pain waking me up
still on all them meds
neurosurgeon had to take back seat
and let newest doctor who taken the biopsy as he turned around and said
i have some bad news
well then it only took 3 weeks and some
in the mean time i received a copy of disc
mustered up the nerve and looked at them
anyhow again great i can let loose
can't describe what i'm feeling
can tell you what my dearest friend wise man and
lover said that touched me with the level
of oneness
he will be away for the holidays
i said by the time you return they
will have been taken
he ever so earnestly said
eva, i just want you alive
and be able to touch you

this was true kindness
and honest love he has for me
wanting me in his life

i wanted to share this
because i suffer with trust
until i started to connect with people
i miss my dog and my job
can't drive i am dangerous on the road


we'll see

thanks much for listening
hope you all have a feel good night