Thank you Ginnie,
I'm still not able to swallow. I try taking sips of water though out the day. Sometimes it works sometimes not.

After Church today my husband and I stopped at McDonalds. I wanted to see if I could take sips of a milk shake. I found out after the first sip that no I can not. I choked and got my self in another funk of a mood.

I don't know why I keep trying.
I have called to get a bariam swallow test done but the appointment won't be for 3 more weeks. I don't know if they can do much without me being able to swallow something besides a few sips of water when I can.
I am starting to see the thicker the liquid the hard for my throat has to push it down. It sits at the back of my throat and it's very scary.

I'm trying to get into a positive mood but it is so very hard.

I hope you and yours are doing well,
Sincerely, Josie