Dear T-Fox,
Hang in there dude, life is full of challenges, and things never stay the same. You know you cant go back in time, and if you did, and undid your head injury, maybe you would have walking across the street and gotten run over by a bus and be dead by now. So stop thinking about what couldv've been and focus on what is and getting better, cause your life is a gift that you have to make the most of. You will find a lot of self respect in realizing how strong you really are getting up each day and dealing with a less than perfect health situation. You will get better, and you will be stronger and wiser for it.

Definately find out who is the best Neurologist in your area and see them right away. Maybe they can help, maybe they can help some, maybe not at all. But never give up trying. There are so many things you've yet to learn about and things to try that WILL make you better. Start by taking Mark in Idaho's advice by nurturing your body with the best, healthiest food, diet and basic excersice program you can do. Keep moving, keep your blood pumping, dont stop!

There are people who love you and want you to be 'yourself again'. Love yourself the way you are and it will enable you to grow and heal from there.

Sorry for preaching. I just get a little nuts when someone young with their whole life in front of them thinks they are ruined and have nothing left. You will be amazed at how great you will be, your just going to have to work a little towards what used to just come naturally.

I'm done. Good luck. If you ever need or want it, feel free to pm me.

AzManAtHeart