i am new here but not new to back pain. i have hade 2 multifusions with hardware, one cervical c5-c7, and one lumdar l4-s1. i still have to live on norco and vallium, lyrica, zoloft, risperdal and tegretol. i get regular epidurals in cervical, and caudal. i hope to find someone to talk to in this forum to help me deal with constant pain which i live in. my wife is disgusted with me because i can no longer function in ways she needs. some advice please i really need it.