it is funny isn't it how easy it is to beat oneself up and not be able to feel anything if one achieves something. it is as if we are supposed to only achieve and never have setbacks or something like that. suicidal ideation is a really tricky subject. today i went to the senior center and got my ticket. one of the guys who is 83 is thinking of having another round of electric shock treatment. Eddie is depressed now too. I think Mark says most of the time he is depressed. they are also in their eighties. i don't dare ask them if they were depressed in their sixties.
how can we grow our world again? I hate being bipolar.
love
bobby-your words resonated(sp)