Dear Ginnie,

thanks for the reply. it sounds like you might be the only one that read my post saturday, about intending to go out to get my cardio results. i felt awful that day. i didn't do anything. and then i felt stupid about the post. nobody had tagged it or replied, so instead of reporting back i just deleted it. it was long and whiny and stupid anyway.

tomorrow though, those results need to be retrieved, by hook or by crook! mom offered and i was going to let her. then i realized my ID is expired. Argh!! so we figured it would better if i go in person. then they have my ugly mug right in front of them and i can sign something in front of them too if they want to fuss. i hope they don't. i REALLY need those results TOMORROW. the pickup windows will still be closed when i have my appointment Tuesday.

at least tomorrow they will be open all afternoon. Also mom told me how to avoid the subway completely to get to/from home, if i want. so that has taken the edge off the travel anxiety. surface transportation is slower but the subway is the one that is supersardinesquashjampacked at all hours lately because of the fairs/expos.

i don't know if i will do anything else tomorrow besides get those results. that is the mission. if something else falls out of it too, great, but not going to plan for that. enough stress as is.

~ waves ~