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Old 12-13-2011, 08:57 AM
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Originally Posted by ger715 View Post
Eva, my throid disease was discovered thru annual blood test my internist. I didn't realize she had also tested throid as well. She called me a few days later to tell me I had Grave Disease. Never heard of it before. My internst then, informed me about Hyperhtroid disease and sent me to a specialist, who did testing and confirmed the disease. That was about 15 years ago. I was treated for the Graves'; which eventually went into hypothroid (low throid).I get blood work every 4 -6 months and have been on daily medication and will need the blood tests and meds for the rest of my life.

The main reason I mentioned any of this was the fact that I do believe; not only the infection, but my constant anger and being sooooo upset helped as well to set off the throid disease. The throid disease was discovered shortly after the after the incident with the dentist. That is why I finally realized, I unknowingly played a part in setting this disease off as well. I had to let go of my feelings of anger and eventually prayed for him.

Your poor body has gone through so much and still continues. With all this emotional, as well as physical pain; hope you don't mind my asking - what meds are you currently taking? Also, do you take anything to help you get sufficient sleep.? Not the best recommendation for some; but without Ambien CR, with all the spinal and PN pain, I would be unable to get any sleep at night. At least this, along with my pain meds, gets me 6 hours of painless sleep.

I have mentioned this before; but you are "all inspiring". With all you go thru, you still put together some beautiful music on the Focus on Blessings site. Love & prayers.
Gerry
dear Gerry

i understand your message
aside from a type "A" personality
i learned the hard way
STRESS is a part of my aliments
no doubt
i still take lessons
you are most certainly right
what is not in my control
i MUST let go
a job still in progress
in the end it is all in Gods hands
thank you for humbling me
i can't make others do the right thing
i can hold them accountable
for example my neurosurgeon
i called his office yesterday
left word i am getting worse as the days go by
less than 5 minutes later
a call from his office
to let me know payment for 2nd surgery
was sent out
and was being mailed to me
my response was
"interesting, you mean payment for
failed surgery"?
response
"i'm sorry eva i didn't know"
divine intervention
payment never came to me the first
try (surgery)
everything for a reason
i believe
i am responsible
never heard from him
he brushes things under the rug

thanks for caring

hope all is well

Happy Holidays
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