I totally understand anger. That is what almost did me in. My daughter married a man who has a control issue. I am not allowed to see my daughter and grandchild. There was a trust involved, and Greed over ruled in a horrilbe way. It has been 9 years since I have seen my daughter. My grandson is now a little over two years old. I wasn't even told she was PG. I had to let it go. I had to let that part of my family go, or my anger and hurt would have destroyed me. It took a terrrible toll on my health. You bet I went for council. I am now at peace. It took a long time for me to get a handle on my anger and control those negative thoughts. I hope you can resolve your issues too, so you can move forward, and be in a better mental state. I will be thinking of you. ginnie::