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Originally Posted by waves
yes it has been a long time coming... i have hinted... and hinted hard.
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Originally Posted by waves
where i went and clung to her for dear life bawling and shaking (i was afraid to be alone - i wanted to say make it stop but i couldn't talk intelligibly). soon after i settled down enough is when i said it. and i think maybe at that point she had her ears more open than usual.
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Waves,
They can move the tv (or as you suggested, move you to another room).
They can handle this. It is not a big sacrifice for them to move the tv to another room to accommodate your need not to hear news or whatever garbage they turn on. It might feel like a big deal to you because you are dealing with panic and anxiety.
This sounds awful for me to say it but I am glad in a way that your mother got to witness /experience your panic attack. There is no way to describe panic attacks to even very sympathetic listeners. Now that the attack has freaked her out a little I can hope for you that you can see changes.
I think it is wonderful that your father is going to check out yoga and Tai Chi for you. I stayed away from Tai Chi because it looks harder to me because of the standing poses and the greater emphasis on mental focus. Yoga works better for me because I don't have to pay attention as much as I would doing Tai Chi. .. .not trying to get off topic here . .. . perhaps the fact that Tai Chi would be such a challenge for me, means that I should work on that instead of yoga.
Anyway, your father can be helpful to you and I find that wonderful.
Please please be ok.
Stay safe. If it helps to post, give us updates.
M