WHEN WILL IT END?????

ok. if you are insect phobic, or are grossed out easily... DO NOT read the rest of this post. seriously!!!!

i was finishing my drink after dinner. i saw a crumb of bread in it. i had split croutons for soup so i though that a bit had got into it.

on the last sip something got between my front teeth and i had little legs wriggling against my tongue! i spat and screamed.

scared the heck out of my mom who promptly told me off! i told her my nervous system was not built to accept insects walking around in my mouth, and neither was hers, and she would have screamed too. she shut up.

i am not kidding. and i was not hallucinating. i left my mother examining the thing. she pronounced it to be a flying ant, and wondered how/why we are getting flying ants this time of year.

then the thought occurred to me thank goodness i didn't swallow it it would have wriggled in my stomach till it drowned and i would not have known what it was (or maybe... and EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!)

i keep having repeat-feeligns of the wriggling on my tongue... i can't shake it. anxiety is building. i already have weight on my chest and feel exhausted.

I mean.......... WHAT NEXT????????

i am going to watch Castle now. i hope it distracts me enough.

i can't believe this. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!!

~ waves ~