Hi Cathie,

I've sat here and tried three.... now FOUR times to say something, but I just keep rambling and getting downright maudlin. I know firsthand the loss of a creative career, and it just plain... [draws liquid out with the mouth]s. Maybe that's enough. Creativity is not just in your hands; it's in your mind, your heart, and your soul. It cannot be lost entirely or gotten away from.

Your boss can perch on a pencil. Don't let him or the surgeon bully you. You need answers/information/more opinions in order to make intelligent informed decisions regarding any more surgery and your life in general from here on, and you're entitled to get them.

The anger, pain, and frustration.... USE them!

Illegitimi non carborundum!

Doc