A normal day consists of about 20 min of schooling. (I'm homeschooled) then usually just watching tv or playing video games. I have been going out with friends alot and trying to get my mind on something else, but I haven't felt like me since I got hit and I am badgered by that thought all day. No one has said anything about my personality, they just think I'm in a depression. Which I guess is true. Even though I have nothing to be depressed about. Somedays are better than others and somedays I cry for no reason. I haven't been seen by a neurologist yet mainly because we don't have the extra money, my parents are going through alot right now and they aren't swimming in cash. But I'm kind if thinking I will give it to the beginning of the year and if I still feel the same I will talk to them about seeing a specialist. And the whole depersonalization thing is my main concern. Its just a really eerie feeling, I feel like I am not myself? Like im a different person.