welcome to neuro talk. You will find help and support here. You really need to see a good doctor. Please write down all your symptoms and when they occur. this can help your doctor diaganos what is happening to you. Your doctor may send you to a nerurologist. Do seek medical attention as soon as you can. You are experiencing some scarry stuff, and I don't blame you at all for being worried and upset. You can't second guess these things that have to do with nerves. You have to get a doctor involved to put all the pieces together to find out what is happing to you. Please come back here for support and encouragement. Don't give up, there is lots of help in the medical field. That journal will go a long way to giving your doctor clues from symptoms. I hope to hear from you soon, and that you have an appointment to see someone. ginnie