Billie,

I have not been feeling well of late but wanted to send you I cannot begin to know the pain you are feeling but based on your posts that I often read you just have such a wonderful heart and soul.

Try to break each day into pieces so they are not so overwhelming. And take a moment each day to find some beauty in the world and let it fill your soul. I just know that jouful and peaceful moment will be sent from your loving husband from heaven.

It sounds like you had a magical marriage. If it's not too painful I would totally enjoy to hear about some of your stories of your life together.

You are not alone, we all adore you here. I cannot wait for Gaye to visit you so we can hear all about your escapades. I am soo jealous that you guys will get to go to some art fairs and just laugh and have fun.

All my love
Shelley

P.S. I saw on your user list that you crochet. My granmother taught me and I would love to take it up again. Do you still crochet? Maybe you could help me get back to it.