I could not add anything to what Mark said. I am so at a loss for words on what has been this horrible experience. I am with you in prayer. Healing from this violation needs alot of help and prayers. Please know that you can come here anytime to talk and be with others who can try to help you. There are so many issues you are facing connected to this terrible act. Please seek all the professional help you can get. I am sorry the legal system failed, and this person was not jailed and punished. Justice may come in another way down the line, maybe not even of this earth. ginnie