Welcome to NT!
You've come to the perfect place to be able to share openly and you'll find that there are many others who care and understand. There are so many wonderful forums to choose from....
The General Mental Health & Emotional Support would be a great place to start.....here's the shortcut link to get you there:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/fo...aysprune=&f=85
I also find it good to check out the Depression forum. You can vent all you want. We all understand these frustrations.
You've got friends who CARE!
It's great to have you!
Rae