Hi Saffy - we don't know each other very well at all, but when someone cries out for help as you have, all of our hearts ache for you! I have been in somewhat of a familiar situation - I was in the role of your daughter. I will be praying for her, for you, and your family. I realize you are in crisis mode right now, but the goal right now is to make it through this time. I have overdosed (twice) in the past, and it had devastating ripples that affect our family even now, some 9 years later. Please, do whatever is needed to get through this time, even if that means in-patient treatment. Survive it - please. I will be praying - ElizaJane23