I wanted to tell you I have been following the posts, and hearing what others said to you. There is alot for your to consider. People have the same feelings I have about your situation. Their advise is right on target. You haven't been far from my thoughts eithor adeline. I hope that you will post to me and let me know how you are doing. I hope that you can move forward into the peace which we all need to help heal ourselves. ginnie