You have found, what I did here. An extended family is here. There is such comfort with the people here that we ease each others souls. We all care about you too, and the desperation we felt from you. That cannot go unanswered when a person cries out like that. I am glad that your justified anger has settled a bit, and that you are moving forward to getting some kind of help. You daughter is in my thoughts and prayers too. ginnie