Dear Friends

i am having a difficult day mourning
"THEM"
i remembered, today, the time
i was laying on my back
body on the rug
watching T.V.
remember i am 50 years young
anyhow how i remember
thinking
when are my boobies going to grow?
i was about nine years old
and they are going gone the 9th
i have to be honest
i want to cry so hard
i'm afraid what could happen
it is there
my daughter is in the hospital
overnight antibiotic
lower intestinal inflammation
waiting for results


blessing of the day

take care of all who need you
i do understand it is a tall order
why not
you already know

bless me your humbling acceptance
of what is happening to my body
be more concerned
i have found a deeper love
what it has done too my brain and spirit
i must let go
i am beautiful inside
that's where it comes from

i will take one moment of honesty
answer from just one
who could pass a
simple test
just be honest

don't be afraid of the
truth of the matter

thankful Jesus will walk with
me into the room
it being "finite"
people who will pray for me

i hold on just as it comes

blessed in many ways
but want to cry so hard

and the new year will begin shortly
in advance
may your year be filled with
lots of belly laughs
and a healthy life
God is GOOD!!!!
AMEN
thy will be done
AMEN