((((Hippiechick)))))
Well, my friend, I believe its perfectly natural to have these thoughts... and I see them as somewhat of a mood changer for you... all these things that are out of our control make us wonder so much

I like to think that only your brother and all those passing before us can really tell us why their bodies left this world when they did. I believe they are still living on... in more ways than we will know until we're there, too.