Thanks everyone......I have not wrote back, as I said it has been a month or so, and I said I was moving and getting a car.

I feel as though if I keep emailing it will only give him the idea I want to keep in touch.

I think I will just leave it alone, and let him get the message or just keep wondering, or block him and bounce the message back. Then he can just wonder more.

Oh, because he had mentioned coming to the state I live twice this year to see his son, and also wanted to see me, separately of course. I couldn't handle that either.

Hugs, Nikko