Neuro talk is a great place to find support and compassion. Glad you found this group. There are several boards you might want to visit. Don't be afraid to chime in on any of the topics, and ask quesitons of your own. You mentioned your marriage being lame at best. There is a board for spiritual strength, and emotionl troubles. Explore the site, you will feel right at home with a lot of caring individuals. I wish you all the best, and glad you found NT and share whatever you want to at any time. ginnie