There's a bright side?????

I'm really cranky this morning. An e-mail awaited me from my big sister. Though in November I told my cousin I couldn't really take company after all the holidays, everyone's birthday (including my own), there was a part of NO she didn't understand (apparently I was just being a big silly) and they chose a date and are coming anyway. They want to see me and cousin J. so my sister and my brother both want to come too. Nobody felt obliged to see me before the MS DX. Apparently I'm having a party, like it or not!!! I refuse to pay for dinner at an expensive restaurant for 10 like last year. I refuse. It wasn't very good either. Yes, yes I know. Aren't I lucky to have family? Right now it just feels like a movie with Chevy Chase about to happen. My sister has a really bad cold now, but can make it. Both my legs and my head are throbbing (but as my cleaning lady told me yesterday I look so good) and I'm sleeping poorly and taking pain meds., but she has a COLD! I know I am lucky and have good, loving relatives but JEEZ!

Anyway, I'm just really cranky right now, In many ways I know I'm lucky but I'm really cranky right now.