You are in my prayers. You also are an inspitation to all of us. You said something real important in your last post. "To pay attention" to what you body is telling you. I want to stress the same point. WE KNOW when something isn't right. We are a mind,body,soul collection. That little inner voice I think comes from God. You won't be far from my thoughts this weekend. You will be in my heart on monday. Be brave, just like you have been. We are all behind you, and can't wait for it to be done, and that you are on the road to recovery. Being with you while you are on this path is like being with a family member and holding their hands while they go through a trauma. I wish I could hug you and hold your hand right now. ginnie