I wish I had an answer for you Nikko, I know it's so hard some days just getting out of bed and if I didn't have a child I wouldn't get out of bed some days.
I hope you feel better soon, I think Di Marie could be onto something, the lacking of the sun could be what it is possibly. I know it affects me when we've got some cloudy skies...I hope that you are able to find some motivation to get things done you need to get done soon. I have to vacuum and do dishes still...so I am not one to talk.