I am so sorry your day has had so much pain. I wish I could take it away from you. When tomorrow is overwith, and you are well, I know you will have to address your back issue. I wish you could see my neurologist. I have such confidence in him. My doctor I was told is also a man of faith. I am sorry your doctors failed you. I will begin to pray right now that you will be able to find a neurologist that will really do something to help your pain. Nobody likes living with that much pain all the time. It drains your soul. Just get through tomorrow, and recover. Maybe the pain meds. for your surgery will also help your back for a time. What state do you live in Eva? You don't have to even tap back tonight, I know things are on your mind. My wish is that you have no fear, that my guardian angel is right now beside you hanging out, and that your pain goes away. It is hard to deal with more than one issue at a time. I will sure be here, when you come back from surgery. My neighbors are even praying for you. Their names are Bob and Lori. My house mate is praying too. If there were ever a person who deserved peace in their lives it is you. God grant you peace this night, and recovery with ease. You will not be out of my thoughts until you are back here and recovering. I hope God in his mercy will extend his hands to you right this minute. ginniehug::