That's definitely how I feel. I don't want to fully admit it or accept it yet until I hear the test results but at the same time I want just want to know already. When my RSD spread from my left knee to the right one I didn't realize the implications because I hadn't been diagnosed yet. But this time around it's much harder. The good thing, though, is that if it is RSD, I'll be catching it pretty early and can get started on treating it.

Thanks for the replies. It's good to talk to people who understand because you've been through it. Although I'm very sorry that you have been.