It is going to be OK. Those docs at the hospital will find what is wrong. don't give up, and don't let anyone tell you it is all in your head. I am sorry this whole ordeal has been so difficult. It is awful when you are not listened to. This will change with your coming up appt. Bring all the records you can with you. I know it is a pain to get them, but it usually helps the physicians when they are all in their hands. If you have to do it in person do it. They don't always transfer records when asked to do so. I wish you all the best, and hope this problem is solved soon. You will recover, try not to be so worried as I do believe help is just around the corner. I hope you come back here with good news, and a good resolution. I will be here waiting to hear from you. Of course you are not alone! Prayers are being sent your way. ginnie