Hey !!! Im back

Im sooooooo sleepy

Thanks for all your posts I could feel the love and the peace you sent me

My parents dont get it... Mom went to see me on sunday and she was like "why are you here !? dont you want to go home now !?" Go figure...

Oh well, had I busy day today... out of hospital, went for a walk (my doc HATES when I stay home), and then went to see my doc... I stayed there forever We talked and talked and talked... he is awesome.
Gave me cymbalta.... We will see... I have just heard and read good stuff about it, so, Im hoping it will work nice on me

Looks like I was doing everything the wrong way... eating the wrong food or not even eating, sleeping bad or not sleeping, my hormones were all wrong (again !) and yeah... A real mess... my blood sugar was sooooo low, so, he thinks that's what caused my distortion of reality and made me feel that bad...

I have tickets for a cello concert tomorrow and asked doc if I should go... he was like "OF COURSE YOU SILLY !!!" So, if Im not lethargic like today, I might go...

Thank you for everything...