Acemagoo

Please get yourself into a doctor, if you are having feeling of depression, or killing yourself. These are things that you need to deal with now.

The fact that you can't work, is not something to be ashamed of. You are working in your own way. Your taking care of your daughter.

That is the most important job in the world. Period.

There are volunteer jobs, with schools and other places you can do in your
home. Look into how you can help some agencies that need things done.
That they can't exactly afford to pay to get done.

This would be so beneficial to more than just you.

I work for Families with disabled children, and quite a few of their parents. Have disabilities. Some of them mental health ones. That they can't hold jobs. And having SSDI, is great. So don't be ashamed, just be there for your family. And get help.

Wriet when you need.

Donna