I feel a little better this morning, or at least a little less pitiful!
I live in Vermont--we have sunshine rationing here.
I think I'm going to have to be realistic and admit that I need a brain-rest every day, if not an actual sleeping nap. Now I totally KNOW that there is nothing wrong with napping. I nap a couple three times a week now. But for me realizing I need to do so every day is just another little slip down the slope. Doesn't matter if it's MS or "old age", it's another change to adjust to. Oh well.