Dear Majo

Sending you lots of in a carry-bag to take with you to the lab tomorrow. i know how it feels being "outed" ... and it probably is because you are brighter or a better performer in general. it's likely a matter of envy on their part, but it doesn't hurt any less, not to have the kind of camaraderie one would wish for in such an environment.

i am having a hard time too, let's just grit our teeth and bear it. better times have to come along. they just have to.

really work hard on your focus. that is changing focus from others observing you, and your work. try to hone in on your work. let it suck you in, absorb you, frustrate you if it must, but let it engross you, let it fascinate you... take you away to the magical land of neurophysiology. let your mind live there while you are in the lab.

more s in another tote bag... and wishes for a peaceful reentry tomorrow.

~ waves ~