I am glad that you found NT when you did. You sure needed some outlet. I did post to you and I certainly understand your anger now. Attempted suicide is not an easy thing to deal with. I know it is hard when that happens in your own home. Even if you are angry, that is a justified feeling. It was a trauma for you to go through. Please keep coming back here to talk, vent, to let us know that you are OK too, as you recover. I am glad she got help of course. Try to forgive in time, and not let it overwhelm you. I know that is easier said than done, but it is the best way in the end to accept it. I am glad you were there for her, you have saved her life. That says alot about your good heart. Thank you too, for letting us know how it all turned out. It was good you posted as I did think about this situation since it occured. take care of yourself right now. We care, ginnie