I know for sure that doctors in general do not like to prescribe this medication. I was allowed to have it before a surgical proccedure coming up, and for a short time while I was recovering from spinal fusion as it reduced my anxiety over the pain. I try very hard not to use them, because I too have heard how addictive they are. If you can get by with another med. I would give it a try. If you still think this medication is something you think will work, I would first ask my PCP for advice on it. It was my PCP who allowed me to have this medication, not the surgeons, or Psychologist. If your doctor knows you well enough, he may well allow you to use it. I was also required to take a drug test before it was given to me. I think that is to make sure people arn't already abusing that or other medicines. It is for safety reasons. I hope you can find a good medication to help with your anxiety. I do know what that feels like. Just be honest with your doctor and I bet he helps you. ginnie