I can feel how worried you are. It is so hard not to get anxious when presented with a decision like this. It is indeed a very frightening experience. Nobody likes surgery or pain. I have to face a proceedure next week I am not overly thrilled with eithor. As the time draws nearer, I get more and more anxious, so I can understand. Keep in touch here, and keeps asking quesitons. Maybe ask your PCP for something to help you through this particular surgery issue. That is the time my physician gave me something to help with anxiety. Several times I didn't even drive myself as I was too nervous. Please know I am thinking about you. You are not alone. I hope alot of people will try to comfort you while you go through this. I will be keeping you in my prayers. ginnie