well i found housing help they are going to pay for a hotel for 2 to 3 wks after my surgery then help me get an apt or home still no one to stay with me tho but i guess im sued to being alone god will send me someone im sure and if not i know he will be there thank you for your prayers i go in mon for the 2nd mri of the other part of my spine to see if i need a2nd surgery my daughter is terified that ill die my poor angel i tryed my best to reasure her that even if i didnt wake up i would be dead because i live in her heart always and id still b with her every day but shes 9 so its hard for her no i still havent figured out the mail lol but i will try again thank you all for careing it means so much