When I came here to NT I was sobbing so hard and shaking so hard that I could barely type. The wave of support that came to me was overwhelming. All my fears were talked about, and I calmed down. After my surgery, they were all here for me once again through the long healing process. My favorite saying is "do unto others, as you would have done unto You" this site does that over and over again. I am blessed to have found this place, I just decided it was the best place to be. I received support and I was able to stop freaking out. I think it was Waves, who was the first to talk to me. I want to be there for you too seahorse, as it made the world of difference for me. All will be OK in time. I hope you keep on posting and let us know how you are. Be good to yourself. ginnie