I admire people in your situation so much. The strength it takes to comitt to a therapy plan and toughnitmout when things are so hard physically and mentally is just hard for me to fathom, I couldn't imagine myself in your position..

I know that statement doesn't fix anything, but if you are moving along then there is a light at the end of the tunnel. It sounds like you have the strength and determination to tough it out. Keep fighting as hard as you can, there is an ending and it can be a happy one