I'm trying to listen. I'm trying to find a reason. I'm so sad right now. I just don't know what else to do. I love both my daughters but I didn't find out about the first one till she was 9. My other baby is my heart but it kills me her mother won't let me be a family and be there to raise her. I feel alone and just wish my mom was still here. I don't want to try anymore. I just want to stop hurting.