i gave up on elections decades ago...i don't think you should consider moving...for over eleven months now I hardly watch tv and don't watch the news..I just read google headline news...I have beautiful music playing instead....I am sorry the buddhist group isn't convenient...isn't their main emphasis that life is suffering...unlike the western attitude that all should be well....
what don't you try to control? trying to control the uncontrollable is such a burden especially when you are bipolar.....have you thought about getting a stuffed animal and cuddling it when you start worrying? I am serious....you sound too grown up....how do you nurture yourself? did you skip childhood?
if so how can you make up for it? Do you ever do anything silly for the fun of it?
Bobby
ps the florida election got me so furious....the supreme court wasn't