i have been feeling melancholy.

something started it though. it isn't "depression" as such. i sent an email to an old friend. the person replied and... i got an odd feeling from it. maybe i can talk about it later.

since then, this feeling has been brewing. the stress test, with illness and migraines before and following, distracted me for a bit. but now i feel melancholy, forlorn and forgotten, and yes even lonely sometimes. i don't even feel like reaching out much.

~ waves ~