I just wanted you to know I am thinking about you. I wish there was an easy way to talk to someone who puts you at a distance. I am sure no expert, but maybe tell her your miss that talk, the truth about how you feel. I know that exposes you, and your heart. The worst that could happen is that she may not choose to talk anyway. Maybe it would open the door, I don't know. Often when I find myself in a place of confusion on what to say, I tell the truth about my feelings. I did this just recently, and I was rejected, the woman who I was talking to, cut off all communicaton, and I was devastated. I can at least say, I did all I could, said all I could with honesty and compassion. I gave my best. It is just a thought Waves. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers always. ginnie