Hey,I'm Justice,I read through some threads and saw the one on situational indicators for what could cause someone to become suicidal,and I'm also Bi-Polar.But as I read through them I was amazed at how accurate they were,because I fall under 10 of them right now.It scares me,because the thought has crossed my mind,but I've been fighting it off with what energy I have,which isn't much.I joined for support to help me keep fighting it,because I believe there is much more strength in numbers.I did lose my Father to a heart attack,my best friend is moving away,and I was just diagnosed with a terminal illness and I'm in my early 30's.There's so much more that I can't get into right now without getting too upset.But I'm hoping I can get support here,and maybe I can help some others to.I learned a lot from my Dad,he was a Psychologist,Ph.D. I'm just scared right now,cause my whole life has been flipped upside down.