I am so glad you found this forum. Believe me I need this place too!. When I get low, depressed and unable to function, I run here for the comfort. I have found such compassion, that it helps me to cope, when I am at my lowest. We are not alone with this site dear woman, we do have each other, and that alone can help with the depression. I am going through a rough day today too. Sat and had my own little pitty party this a.m. However this aftenoon I am going to go outside and trim up a little palm and read a book in the sunshine. I will force myself, and try to chase the depression away. I hope you can do something good too. please take care of yourself. ginnie