Thank you sooooo much hopeful. This is very helpful to hear from poeple I feel that I know. Did you have the very heavy dosage; the ketamine infusions as I am now understanding it? I have only had the injections of Ketamine given over a single hours time and it helped. It sounds like you did the heavy dosage done over multiple hours or days? I only had mild hallucinations during the procedure not after that were not at all bothersome. What sort of hallucinations did you have (if you can tell about it)? So what is your diagnosis then, and did it not help you at all? Did you feel temporary relief or did it make it worse? It sounds like it really wipes you out which can really effect you negativily - that worries me. Thanks again for sharing and please dont mind my intrusion -if i'm to much of a busybody let me know.