No judgements here, just a welcome. I am glad you found this site. There are a lot of good folks on Neuro Talk that can help you. I am glad you were so honest. We can't correct a mistake unless we know we made one. You are also wise to seek the council of a doctor. For sure you should drink no beverage like that for awhile. Your brain needs to heal. There are others who have experienced this kind of head injury, and sometimes depression does come with it. Please have hope that things can get better. Seek all the medical advice you can get, and tell your doctors the truth. Liquer only hurts you, as do any kind of drugs. Be good to yourself. Hopefully this problem will go away, without much more intervention that alot of rest. Seek council for the depression if you can't kick it, there is nothing wrong with going to see someone for that. I too have a councelor, and I am grateful that I do. We will be here for you if you ever need to talk. ginnie