I follow the Debbie school as well. on days when its sometimes to hard to even phathom, I try to take myself away from myself and realize that while I may be in pain, I woke in a home that I own. While I may be nauseous, I have food to eat, while many in the USA dont have any food in their homes. im blind, but I have a truck load of folks headed at me to teach me how. I can still see shadows and have been taught how to use a program that I speak to and it types things for me.

I do hope you are able to find some sunshine in your own life. I want so badly to stay stuck in the dark on some days and just stomp my feet, and scream why me Lord! why must I carry this?! what did I do to deserve such treatment?! Why not tag a drug addict, or a hooker, or a murderer, or an adulterer, WHY ME! and then, I throw off the covers, and find reasons to keep moving forward.

Then I come here, and I get my dose of daily cheerleading.